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Yeah I can never sleep, its one of those times in a day where I am wishing for sleep but my mind has way to much to think about. So much to say to people that just can't be said. Its not that I am afraid to.... no its that I am not allowed to (supposed to). That's one thing anyway, another is that feeling in the pit of my stomach like I am being lied to but I can't figure out who it is that I know that's doing so. See already way to much thinking going on.

Then there is the feeling of my chest being squeezed so tight that I feel like I am going to burst into tears but I wont let myself. I would talk to someone but the only person I trust I barely if ever talk to anymore. I miss talking to this person too and I ask myself everyday if I should try harder if I should work harder on talking to said person... But then I think that if said person wanted to talk to me then said person would do so. With that thought it just brings that squeezing feeling back and makes things feel rather lonely. Sometimes when I get this feeling I let myself cry while other times I hide it away so no one has to worry. It has to go somewhere right?

In slightly better news  I am going to be an aunty for the third time. My younger sister is having her third child, she found out today that she's 5 and a half weeks and she's hoping for a boy. Personally I think her eldest son is enough to handle but another boy in the family wouldn't be to bad. Though that's because there is little to no guys in the family that were not married in lol.

Well I am off to try and sleep, maybe, just maybe I'll be able to get a good nights sleep for the first time in a long time.
  • Mood: Insecure
  • Listening to: Tonight Tonight
  • Reading: City of Glass
  • Watching: Fairytail
  • Playing: Pokemon Black Version
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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emeraldsakura711
Ember
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
United States
Current Residence: United States
Favourite genre of music: Country
MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano
Wallpaper of choice: hmm what ever I like at the time
Favourite cartoon character: Sailor Moon all the way
Personal Quote: Keep it moving your not slow the world is
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Whispering-Fairy Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday! XD
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emeraldsakura711 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you :)
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Whispering-Fairy Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome. xD
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Wolfgirl17591 Featured By Owner Jul 10, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Happy Birthday!!

I'll forget if I don't post now. >,<
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emeraldsakura711 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you :)
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ladythesta Featured By Owner Mar 5, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Thank you for the fave! It always makes my day so much brighter knowing that someone is enjoying my work. ^^
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emeraldsakura711 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
your welcome keep up the great work I hope to see more.
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Animekiky Featured By Owner Jan 6, 2013
I remember seeing you at one of the boston meet ups!
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emeraldsakura711 Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
that's awesome which meet up was it. I know you messaged me this a while back but I would love to meet up again.
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Animekiky Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2013
I honestly forgot which one lol
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